Until
Half a yin yang I drew
When in popped a thought of you
Whole is yin on her own
yet sometimes she feels alone
Finding her yang seemed very tough
They were: to big, to small, to smooth, to rough
Questions did begin to arise
and tears welled in her eyes
Where is my yang that fits me so?
Am I destined to live solo?
Determined to go on by herself
she put those dreams on a shelf
along she went
just being content
until ...
Fairy-tale
I dreamt a dream
that you were my King
and I your Queen
as together we ruled
over all the land.
People came from miles a far
just to see your majesty
when they did
in awe were they
so handsome are you,
your royalty.
Many fair ladies
are jealous of me
because you are mine
for all eternity.
Our souls were bound together
right from the start
and you hold the key to my heart.
The women all want you
to keep as their own
but there is only one
that you put up on a throne.
Dear you are so sweet
So happy am I
it makes me shed a tear.
Then for no reason I awoke
to find you by my side
as I realized it wasn't a dream
your really in my life.
Childhood Dreams
There was a little girl
She had big hopes and dreams
As the years went by
life took its toll
The world beat her down
Now a women lost and confused
thinking her dreams had died
Till God reached down
bringing them back to life
He spoke to her heart
and said
The faith of a child
will bring these things to pass
Do not cry
Your dreams are still alive!
No More
You,
demand respect but never give it
You,
sit on your mighty throne you created
looking down on everyone
pointing fingers while telling not to judge
HYPOCRITE!
You say you love as long as you get your way
If love is controlling and conditional
If love is cruel words
If love beats and tears down
till there is no more me
then I want no part in it
I will no longer be your subject, servant, slave
I will no longer stand idly by letting you take me to my grave
Unlucky you I'm strong inside
Unlucky you I have a mind
Lucky me I'll face my fears
If I were to live only one day
out from under your reign
before you take my body away
It would be worth it all to take the stand
to let you see your nothing
Your powerless and small
Invisible
Art class sophomore year
Took a look around and saw you sitting there
oh, how I had to force myself not to stare
I wanted to talk to you so bad
And boy believe me I tried
But when it comes to you I feel so shy
I’m left wondering
Do you even see me?
Cause I feel so invisibly
I want to tell you I care
But these feelings I just cannot share
Fast forward about a year
He tells me not to hurt his friend
I get a vibe he has more to say
Yet we both pretend that was it anyway
As I’m sitting in the car feeling so shy
I can’t even get the courage to say hi
He comes to check if I’m alright
I’m so blind as I wonder
Do you even see me?
Cause I feel so invisibly
I want to tell you I care
But these feelings I just cannot share
On a porch one warm summer night
You pull me close and held me tight
Once touch and I felt my walls explode
I felt to vulnerable, open, exposed
And still I felt so safe in your embrace
As the world melted away
In that moment there was only us
I heard a voice inside me say
Now I know he sees me
I’m not feeling so invisibly
I want to tell him I care
Yet these feelings I still cannot share